Common,tell me I'm weird :)

If there was one thing I was ever really good at in this world, it would be the power to push away ones I loved most. I assume it’s a defense mechanism I use, hurt before you get hurt first. I had the ability to completely shut myself off, and walk away from those who cared about me. If I wanted you gone, it really meant I wanted you to stay.

"But to be truth I miss you dear fixie boy :( "