i was online-ing my fb just now.and yet i saw fiqah's status was like so sad.
then i buzzed her on ms.
BACALAH :))
*M stands for me,F stands for fiqah.
M:are u okay?
F:no im not . baru lps btekak dgn boyfie , tiap2 hari dga my mom ungkit psl result , dgn rabbit i , the one n only yg i beli , and letak name rabbit tuh smpene dgn name boy i , baru mati sbb adeq i cuai . urgh ! mcm shial jeh hdup nyh . palat gilaaa .
M:your rabbit terlepas ke fiqah?sorry to hear that.
em.result u bukan teruk sgt kan?
btw,syahir kenapa?
F:entah . my mom ta habes habes suro ptus dgn syahir . mcm lah kalo i break up tuh rsult i trus ubah jdik strght a's . rse palat gila duk ruma . rse nak lari aje . rsult i sume krdit kot . tp diorg aggp rsult i mcm sume d or sume fail . kalo bole hari hari na perli itu ini . my brother's n sister's pnye rsult dulu lg teruk dri i , takde lak nak ungkit . rse cam kimak je ah an . bdoe bdoe . argh ! pastuh syahir lak nak tmbah masalah . i da btekak dgn my mum hundreds time sbb bekup die . dy lak mngade txt gurl len lah , klua enjoy sane sni mcm i ta wjuyd dah . dy onl , i call , die suro i call lter . so i pon mls la na ggu . later on bile i tga onl skrg , die suro off , die na ajk bgayut . hell-o ! kalo kredit bratus na ajk gayut tape gak . singgit lbey na ajk gyut . sala ke kalo die call lter jep time die na tdoe to wosh me gdnyte as he usualy did . nape msty na call time i tga onl nyh ? mcm saje je na cri point na suro i off . mcm lah i ade mgedik dgn boy len . grr . palat palatttttttttttttt ! pfthh !
M:err,u pon tau kan dr awal ur mom mcm ta skg je u sgn syahir.so u kenelah BUAT2 faham dgn ape yang dye nak.mybe dye engt sbb syahir u punya result jd mcmtu.or mybe ur mom mcm put high expectation on u.so bila u punya result mcmtu dye nak blame syahir but all of us tau,bukan sbb tu kan?alah,u chill je fiqah.nak buat mcmne,u layan kan je mak u tu.maybe she needs time to accept syahir.lambat laun dye sendiri akan slowy faham ble dye sdr yang u dah terlalu sygkan syahir.u sbr jela,bnda2 mcmni salu take time.kan i salu nasihat u.and normallah,org tua kan?
psl syahir tu,dye text pmpn mana?yang haritu tu ke?kalau ye,mcm dah melampaulah.and psl dye suruh u off tu.u ckp dkt dye.if dye nak u buat mcm tu.give MORE attention on u.not another girl.and yet,u still ada hak if ye pon u nak chat dgn boy lain or whatsoever.sbb it will be fair and square lah.he did the same things towards u kan?
sometimes we cant expect things to be perfect all the time fiqah,semua bnda ada dugaan nya bila sampai masa.everything happen with a reason and a good explaination.all u need is sabar je,and deal with it calmly and u jgn gopoh in making desicion,and jgn EMO!tu penting fiqah :)) kay?maybe at one time kita tabule nak deal dgn ego kita je.and u tabule jgk nak fikir syahir faham u all the time.as u know,in relationship we need to be understanding,
chill kay? :D i'll always be there for u kan :)) |
F:but spnjg 4month lbey , im the one who gve n take . i yg mgalah EVRYTME kitorg fght about smthng . i yg kne pjuk die balek , as if i yg sala . ape yg die buat ? nges , mntc maaf , and then die expct i akn trus okay afte die nges , mntx maaf sume tuh . so still i yg kne tahan dgn sume nyh ? bukan na emo , but u know wut . i rse mcm i yg kne babysit die all the time . i yg kne mgalah . tiredddd okay ? kdg kdg rse mcm i je yg lelebih dlm reltionship nyh .
M:okay skrg mcmni.why don't u terus trg dgn dye.u ckp elok2 dgn dye yang u dah penat dgn semua ni.u ckp dgn dye.samaada he need to do something with this relation or just move on.u bg dye masa,try to jaohkan dri sekejap dr dye and tgk apa reaction dye.if dye buat bdoh.u move on pelan2.if u tabule na terima,u discuss dgn dye elok2.tye dye apa yang dye nak dlm hbgn korg,and try to make it work.okay?
i bukan nak ajr u against dye,tp maybe this is the best way.u ckplah dgn dye jgnlah jd childish sgt.he's the one who should guide u and tegas dlm relationship ni.ni dah terbalik pulak.cmne ni?
F:i da ckp byk kali . die yg kne guide i dlm rltionship thng nyh . tp die kekal dgn prgai die . ehh , i da bosanlah . i jns krs kpale . thank god die bole tahan prgai i . tp prgai die , urghhh . i ta bole belah lah . i nak die yg jge i bukan i jage die . evrytme die sesal dgn ape die buat , die nges . tp die buat lagi ?! mcm palat ah . then i yg kne mgalah lagi . td die call , nges n tampa dri sndri coz buat i mcm nyh . die suro i maki die . die ingt kalo i maki pon , things bole setle mcm tuh je ? i just ckp , go to sleep . u need some rest . nyte syg . gve me some time to think all over again , plz . bye . jap g die ckp , bby , snyum ? plz ? nyanyi ntuk b bole ? wtf ?! i blom okay lagi die buat mcm tade bnde blaku just now . wth lahh kan . hell-o ! i ade prasaan jugakkk . uhh ! pfth
M:haih,bak sini no syahir tu!i nak bebel2 dkt dye kejap!suka buat u nges!arghh.geram betol.hish.
u chill eh?take ur time,u jgn paksa diri u tok maafkan dye and beralah.u kene fikir.smpai bila u nak beralah dgn dye?takkan setiap kali pon u je yang nak kene beralah.kan?dye kene fahamlah,dgn mslh u dgn ur mom lagi,rabbit u lagi,pressure lagi.takkan lah dye tabule nak faham?
F:mmg childish gilaa pun . td pon i just ckp , i akan maafkan die , tp jgn contct i smpai i btol btol okay . die tanak . i hang up cmtuh jeh . i text , 'lagi skli u call i , u btol btol ta syg kat i . dont u ever call me smpai i yg call u n text u . faham ? go to sleep . esk ade clas ryte . nyte ,' hmm . tenshen ouh . rbbit tuh , arghhhhh . rse na mara je adek i tdi . tp i tahan . iloveerabbit tuh . cute sgt sgt :((
M:kenapa dgn rabbit?
F:adek i mndikan die pagi tdi . and jemur skjp sbb takot rbbit tuh sjuk . na pkai hairdryer , dryer tga rosakk . ingtkan jemur kejap jeh . then adek i lupe na bwk msuk alek smpai kul 5 , i tanye die , rbbit mne . trus glabah klua ruma , andd tgk , cage die da pns gilaa n die mati . i nges doehh .
M:nak buat cmne fiqah,bnda nak jd.and bnda yang kita syg tu salu akan tglkan kita. ;((
F:huhu . u mcm sdey je . y syg ?
*HAHA,lets cut the craps eh.turdles.fiqah,chill eh :))
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