have to.

dear bloggers.
ape yg korg sume akan buat kalau terpaksa memilih satu jalan utk betulkan keadaan?
shit!really hate dis situation.
grr.
okay.here the story goes.
all of my friends keep on pushing me to leaving B.
because they said dat they don't like i'm wasting my money fo him.
(reason didapati dr satu sumber)
tp kan kalau nak di pikir2 balik.ape je yg dimaksudkan dgn.
"wasting my money fo him"?
siyes ta paham.ape je yg i bought fo him?
it just bday present.lolipops.dats all kott.
hah.someone said dat "kau pasan tak yg kau da abaikan kwn2 lme since kau kwn ngn dye?"
em.yes i do realise dat i'm not close with zaty dah.
mmg agak obvious la.but it's not because of him!
takde kene mengena.duh.
ta paham.siyes.
i do agree dat this is one of da way i should take to tebus balik kesalahan ngn kwn2.
but.i do still nak kwn ngn B.
yes i hurt many times.with people lies of him.n such2.
but that teaches me a lots about friendship.
i do want to be friend with him.tp bila sume org pon na salahkan B fo sume situation.so aku yg jd tension.
sume pon nak judge dye.pdhl kdg2 salah diri sendiri jugak.
ah!pening2.

to all my friends.
i'm really sorry if u guys feel dat i'm not da old farahin mastafa.
but it's totally not because of him.
trust me.
he never influenced me to avoid u guys or wtv.
so please don't judge him melulu.
err.seriously i'm sorry okay.
hope u guys will understand.
really hope.
gosh!what else?
to all da people i mentioned.u guys know who u are.
n whoever.thnx sbb take care psl farahin mastafa.
she's trying to do her best fo her own sake.
it just.she need some times.space.n chance.
so.please cooprate.
she do love all of u.


sorry guys if terasa gila.
but this is only da way i could think to get an attention from u guys.
n apologize too.


sorry.